Being honest....

Being such an honest person was so damn hard, sometimes we afraid if honestly can make a huge effect that might be, we never like it. But at least we trying to be honest to ourself about things. It such a great reliefs.. Just being honest.
Well sometimes I get so furious in a funny way when i meet someone who just so hard to tell things...I didnt know what he's thinking...when I get to curious about it, its just turn me to a bad person...hahaha oh my god..what happening to me. But I will let it go, let's the nature finds it way...if its for me it will come to me, who knows? So I always prepare for the bad situation, just in chase so I won't have this bad heartbreak.

Thats why i love you

Kinda klise words but this is the first time I felt it...well for now I guess.
So wonderful feeling...to have someone that support you just the way you are..and want you to be better and booster my mood with lovely words.
I remember how he said, why arent you want to learn more about something, I can teach you cause its very simple and I will guide you...hmmm, what a big words. Makes me realize..so I learn few stuff and makes my life easier. Thanks to him.. :)
So I hope he always around for lighten my life..and I know how tough life in his country I just want you to know...I will do exactly the same like you do to me..don't you worried ;)
I love you as my best best best friend and I never wish something more great than this..
Happy Monday for us all....

Bright morning...

Its been raining for 2 days..and finally there is a sun and do my laundry..hmm once again, Alhamdulillah.
When we do things from our heart and sincere to what we said, we will have back in return for it. Its always happen to me and I'm very thankful for everything even I don't know what should I do next month because I have to pay a lots of debts but more I think about it, makes me stress..hahha so I decided not to think..period. Just believe all my problem will solve.
I don't have any plans for today but I will go around to fresh me up a lil. And discuss works with partners...stuff that makes me busy. If not I will do things unusefull again n again..that was bad.
Okay...hope I will enjoy my day and keep do good things coz it makes me better.. I love to be me.

So great to have you around

Its just so funny how all started.., accidentally see your post and the next thing I did, was add your acc..lol.
But I know something happen for a reason and I'm so lucky to know n close to you for now.
You always said nice things bout me, and makes me so happy...coz I always believe its sincere and not like those guys with other intention behind it..how I know this...cause somehow I have the feeling that I'm right. I will write more about this later on...hahaha.
Today I just want to thank you..for having a nice talk on the phone, and just knowing what you did this whole day make me happy, weird tough but its what I felt for ya. And your voice, I love it when you said 'miss ya' keep smiling and keep asked you to repeat it again n again..thank you.
Being with you is wonderful..., even you're so far away... And I don't know if we will ever meet someday... It doesn't matter...doesn't matter at all.